My Precious Soul

The Email....

2011-03-02T19:21:00.001-08:00

Sedang aku bz meng"CLEAR"kn inbox email aku, tetibew adew lar email dri 'someone' msuk.... so aku bkak n baca lar kn xkn nk ambik bt msk kicap plk kn...hahaha...just kidding!! alkisahnya, aku sgt2 tertarik dgn isi kandungan email tersebut, so aku ingt nk share lar kn, maybe sesetengah dri u OoLLzz perbnah mmbaca coretan nie atau pernah terpandang kt mane2 or wUteVer lar, aku xkish dn aku tetap nk share jgk....so samew2 lar kita menghayati nyew.....

SURAT HAWA UNTUK ADAM....

Ohh Adam...

Maafkan aku jika coretan ini memanaskan hatimu. Sesungguhnya aku adalah Hawa,....

temanmu yang kau pinta di kala kau kesunyian di syurga dahulu.

Aku asalnya daripada tulang rusukmu yang bengkok. Jadi, tidak hairanlah jika perjalanan hidupku sentiasa inginkan bimbingan darimu, sentiasa mahu terpesong dari landasan keimanan, kerana aku buruan syaitan.

Adam...

Maha suci ALLAH yang mentakdirkan kaumku lebih ramai bilangannya dari kaummu di akhir zaman, itulah sebenarnya ketelitian ALLAH dalam urusan-Nya. Jika bilangan kaummu mengatasi kaumku, nescaya merahlah dunia kerana darah manusia, kacau bilaulah suasana, Adam sama Adam bermusuhan kerana Hawa.

Buktinya cukup nyata dari peristiwa Habil dan Qabil sehinggalah pada zaman cucu-cicitnya pun. Jika begitu, maka tidak selaraslah undang-undang ALLAH yang mengharuskan Adam beristeri lebih daripada satu tapi tidak lebih dari empat pada satu waktu.

Adam...

Bukan kerana ramai isterimu yang membimbangkan aku. Bukan sedikitnya bilanganmu yang merungsingkan aku. Tapi...aku risau, gundah dan gulana menyaksikan tingkahmu. Sejak dulu lagi aku sudah tahu bahawa aku mesti tunduk ketika menjadi isterimu.

Namun...terasa berat pula untukku menyatakan isi perkara.

Adam...

Aku tahu bahawa di dalam Al-Quran ada ayat yang menyatakan kaum lelaki adalah menguasai kaum wanita. Kau diberi amanah untuk mendidikku, kau diberi tanggungjawab untuk menjaga aku, memerhati dan mengawasi aku agar sentiasa di dalam redha Tuhanku dan Tuhanmu...

Tapi Adam,

nyata dan rata-rata apa yang sudah jadi pada kaumku kini, aku dan kaumkutelah ramai menderhakaimu. Ramai yang telah menyimpang dari jalan yang ditetapkan. Asalnya ALLAH mengkehendaki aku tinggal tetap di rumah. Di jalan-jalan, di pasar-pasar, di bandar-bandar bukan tempatku. Jika terpaksa aku keluar dari rumah seluruh tubuhku mesti ditutup dari hujung kaki sampai ke hujung rambut.

Tapi...realitinya kini, Hawa telah lebih dari sepatutnya.

Adam...

Mengapa kau biarkan aku begini? Aku jadi ibu, aku jadi guru, itu sudah tentu katamu. Aku ibu dan guru kepada anak-anakmu. Tapi sekarangpada waktu yang sama, aku ke muka menguruskan hal negara, aku ke hutan memikul senjata. Padahal, kau duduk saja. Ada di antara kau menganggur tiada kerja. Kau perhatikan saja aku panjat tangga di pejabat bomba, kainku tinggi menyingsing peha mengamankan negara. Apakah kau sekarang tidak lagiseperti dulu? Apakah sudah hilang kasih sucimu terhadapku?

Adam...

Marahkah kau jika ku katakan andainya Hawa terpesong, maka Adam yang patut tanggung! Kenapa? Mengapa begitu ADAM? Ya! Ramai orang berkata jika anak jahat emak bapak tidak pandai didik, jika murid bodoh, guru yang tidak pandai mengajar! Adam, kau selalu berkata, Hawa memang degil, tak mahu dengar kata, tak mudah makan nasihat, kepala batu, pada hematku yang daif ini Adam, seharusnya kau tanya dirimu, apakah didikanmu terhadapku sama seperti didikan NABI MUHAMMAD S.A.W. terhadap isteri-isterinya? Adakah Adam melayani Hawa seperti Psikologi Muhammad terhad mereka? Adakah akhlak Adam-Adam boleh dijadikan contoh terhadap kaum Hawa?

Adam...

Kau sebenarnya imam dan aku adalah makmummu, aku adalah pengikut-pengikutmu kerana kau adalah ketua, jika kau benar maka benarlah aku. Jika kau lalai, maka lalailah kau. Kau punya kelebihan akal manakala aku kelebihan nafsu. Akalmu sembilan, nafsumu satu. Aku...akalku satu, nafsuku beribu! Dari itu Adam...pimpinlah tanganku, kerana akusering lupa, lalai dan alpa, sering aku tergelincir ditolak sorong oleh nafsu dan konco-konconya.

Bimbinglah daku untuk menyelami kalimah ALLAH, perdengarkanlah daku kalimah syahdu dari Tuhanmu agar menerangi hidupku. Tiuplah roh jihad ke dalam dadaku agar aku menjadi mujahidah kekasih ALLAH.

Adam...

Andainya kau masih lalai dan alpa dengan kerenahmu sendiri, masih segan mengikut langkah para sahabat, masih getar mencegah kemungkaran, maka kita tunggu dan lihatlah, dunia ini akan hancur bila kaumku yang akan memerintah. Malulah engkau Adam, malulah engkau pada dirimu sendiri dan pada Tuhan yang engkau agungkan....

oOoOHhhhhh!! Obsesiku!!!...

2011-03-02T19:07:00.000-08:00

ALamakkkkk!!!mawu menjerittttttt rasew!!!nk jgkkkk!!! nk jgkkkkk!!! nk jgkkkkk!! 2 jep yg mampu aku ckp! hahahaha..........;PP

Nie smua gara-gara aku nk sgt2 nOvel CINTA 3 SUKU 2!

Hampeh & nyesal nyew rase!! nyesal sb xbeli awL2 dLu!! hampeh sb da hbs stocK!! kuang3x...

xpew, rilex...hopefully dpt beLi jgk nOveL 2 nnti...if sapew2 yg ade nOveL 2 and nk juAL kt aku, aku sgt2 mengaLu-aLukn nyew...pLizzz yup u oooLLzzz!!Lau ade ternampak nOveL 2 kt mane2 kedai especially area kuantan n terengganu, plizz feel free to inform kt sy k...

thanks a lot!! wishing u ollzz happy n may Allah bLess u ooLLzzz!!..mmmuaahhhxxzzz!!..("^_^)

TaLking or wriTing??

2011-02-20T18:47:00.000-08:00

OMG!!! Tetibe jep aku berminat nk meLibatkn diri to be a bLOgger...huahuahua....

Actually, ramai org ckp kdg2 xterLuah dgn kata-kata apa yg kita rasa, right....

But bg aku, kdg2 we need to write utk luahkan ape yg terpendam kt dLm hati... Sesetengah org xpndai nk brcerita mahupn berkongsi direct kpd seseorg, mungkin sb faktOr maLu or something eLse...Thats why aku rasew menuLis juga adaLh salah satu cara or therapy utk meLegakan keresahan jiwa or whatever yg berkaitan ngn jiwa or perasaan, kaannn2...=))

*Perasaan oh perasaan!!*

MY FAVOURITE CHILDHOOD MEMORY

2010-10-24T03:58:00.000-07:00

Everybody have their favourite childhood memory. My favourite childhood memory that I still remember until now is when I was in 5 years old. It is my valuable moment of my past that I think really makes me regret and realized my mistake. When I was 5 years old, I was a bit hyperactive and durable. I really like to try new things and I really like to spend my time playing around with my friends. One day, my dad brought home a bicycle. This bicycle was belonged to my father and not suitable for me because I’m still small. Willingness to try getting high causes me to act and to try it out quietly without the knowledge of my parents. I feel good about and very satisfied to be able to ride a bicycle. I turned the whole area of the housing so that all of a sudden I cannot control the bike, which eventually fell into the drain. My head was banging before falling into the drain. Due to being sick, I could only cry and scream. Neighbours came to help and sent me home. My head is quite badly injured. My parents was shocked and rushed to take me to the clinic. I really regret and apologize from my parents for not listening to their advice. Since this event I no longer ride a bicycle without the consent of my mother and father. Now the scars are still there and when I saw the scars, I'll smile alone remembering my childhood delinquency.

MY DREAMS

2010-10-21T03:55:00.000-07:00

Everyone on this world have their own dreams, including me. But to make dreams come true is not easy. I need to study hard, success in my study, and get a good job with a good salary so that I can easily make my dreams come true. My dreams are to build a chocolate and candy land that suitable for all ages. In my chocolate and candy land, it has variety types of chocolate, sweets, candy, lollipop, and ice-cream. Actually, I love to eat chocolate. Since me small until now, chocolate is one part of my favourite foods. At my place people can buy, can eat there and also can visit and take some picture there. It is very interesting. I hope that I can be the first person in Malaysia that builds this unique place. I hope that my dreams come true. A dream is still dreams until I can achieve it on my future. The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams...

IF I COULD BE SOMEONE, WHO WOULD I BE???

2010-10-16T23:52:00.000-07:00

If I could be someone, I want to be “Tun Dr Mahathir Mohamad” because he is a brilliant and intelligent person who always came out with a brilliant ideas and views to develop our country and make our country famous around the world and stand with a part of another developed country.

I want to be as Tun Dr Mahathir because he always looks forward and think about what will happen on the future based on what has happened before. If I could be same as Tun Dr Mahathir, I want to continue what he haven’t done before and give a good contribution to our country that makes all people around the world proud and respects our country.

If I could be as him, I want to have a character that makes anyone interested, be someone who strives to make decisions, any given job done with responsibility and courage to try something new, and from the name is enough to describe personality traits similar with Tun Dr Mahathir.

So that, from now I promise with myself, if I would like to be as same as Tun Dr Mahathir, I must study hard from now and also collect as many as knowledge so that I can be as good as Tun Dr Mahathir. From now until forever, he is one of my inspirations to be success in my life.

PROCRASTINATION

2010-10-06T06:25:00.000-07:00

It is natural to procrastinate occasionally. However, excessive procrastination can result in guilt feelings about not doing a task when it should be done. It can also cause anxiety since the task still needs to be done. Further, excessive procrastination can cause poor performance if the task is completed without sufficient time to do it well. In short, excessive procrastination can interfere with school and personal success.

Example of situation:

"I am here to work on my resume. I will finish my resume."

"Ping!" "Ooh!...an email. Could be important"

"Hey!It's got a 'You Tube' link. Gotta watch it." "Hahaha..Thats great.Hey, they've got more like that." "I've never even heard of this show. I'll wikipedia it." "Wait, that's not the right show. But who's that boy?He's handsome.." "I'll 'Google Image" him." "Oooo...Look at these photos.I'll post it on Facebook." "Hey, I got a friend request..." "Wait. I don't even know this guy. I should Google him." "Whoa.He's a freak. I'll write about him on my blog." "Wonder who's talking about my blog. I should Google myself."

"No..no..no..!!!It's resume time..Do the resume."

"Ping!" "Ooh! An email.." "!!!????"

Above all, think positively and get going. Once you are into a task, you will probably find that it is more interesting than you thought it would be and not as difficult as you feared. You will feel increasingly relieved as you work toward its accomplishment and will come to look forward to the feeling of satisfaction you will experience when you have completed the task.

PRAYER

2010-09-27T09:19:00.000-07:00

If we desire to get something, we will strive to get it. If our efforts cannot get it we'll ask for help from people who have power. If they are not able to help us to achieve our desires, we will ask for help from Allah s.w.t. As long as our intention is not achieved, as long as we plead with all our heart. There is no difficulty for Allah to fulfil our wishes. If Allah gave us all the treasures in the earth and the sky will not grant Him such a thing to reduce His wealth. Were God to refrain from such action does not give the slightest increase of wealth and glory. For me, prayer is one of the most powerful things in our life. This is because, when we are trying the best in whatever we do, we should trust in Allah for all that happens is with His permission. We should believe that Allah always be with us whether we are happy or sad. So, we must appreciate all things, never regret and always pray to Allah to get His bless.

**My Precious Soul**

The Email....

oOoOHhhhhh!! Obsesiku!!!...

TaLking or wriTing??

*MY FAVOURITE CHILDHOOD MEMORY*

*MY DREAMS*

*IF I COULD BE SOMEONE, WHO WOULD I BE???*

*PROCRASTINATION*

*PRAYER*

My Precious Soul

MY FAVOURITE CHILDHOOD MEMORY

MY DREAMS

IF I COULD BE SOMEONE, WHO WOULD I BE???

PROCRASTINATION

PRAYER